Paraphrase: (10/25/00)
14 Don't think I'm showing God to be unjust. No way! 15 God declared to Moses that He would be merciful and compassionate to whom He chose. 16 It has nothing to do with man's desires or man's accomplishments, only on God's choosing to have mercy. 17 The word to Pharaoh was that he was made powerful for the very purpose of allowing God to demonstrate that He is more powerful, and that His glory would spread far and wide. 18 It's His choice; mercy to whom He will, and hardening to whom He will.
19 I know. You're thinking He has no call to find fault with you if it's all about His will, for how could you resist Him? 20 But you ought to be asking yourself how you can dare to find fault with God. Does the molded dare to ask the molder why it has been made such as it is? 21 Or is it the potter's right to make of the same clay both fine vessels and plain? 22 Is it possible that God is actually demonstrating great patience with those vessels meant for destruction, demonstrating His righteous wrath only as necessary to make His power known? 23 And even these demonstrations are only made so that He might make His glory evident in those vessels meant for mercy, those He prepared beforehand to have that glory, 24 us, the called, not Jews alone, but also Gentiles.
Key Verse: (10/25/00)
9:16 - Neither man's will, nor his works decide his calling, but only God's mercy.
New Thoughts (10/29/00)
There are two things really being communicated to me in this passage. First is the thought summed up in verse 16. His choice of us is all that has saved us. Our works haven't earned it, and of ourselves we were incapable of desiring or choosing it. Moses stands as one great example of this truth. His actions certainly hadn't done anything to recommend himself to God. So far, the acts of his own choosing had led to two murders, and running away from justice on top of it. Furthermore, it was not his desire to go back and save Israel. He was perfectly happy to see them saved, but by another means, please. But God had chosen him from before his birth to fill the office he was being called to. God called him - most effectively and unequivocally. Moses did not say "I'd like to," God said "You will." And he did. In spite of his estimation of his own worth and ability, he stood before Pharaoh and did as God commanded, displaying God's power to the freeing of the Israelites. And what happened with Moses? As God continued to work in him, he became more and more attuned to God's desire, and became more and more hungry for what God desired. He went from "send somebody else" to "show me Your face." What a transformation of character! Yet the old man was still there. He was still capable of fits of anger. But God had so transformed him that they became the exception rather than the rule. And, although the remnants of the old man within him kept him from the land of promise during his earthly life, God chose to honor him with the privilege of standing on His holy mountain to see the Son.
I, too, am transformed by God's activities in my life. I am changed from the scoffing atheist of my youth to a firm believer in the truth of God. I am changed from a foul-mouthed lying cheat to a man who desires to be honorable in all his dealings. Oh, but I fail miserably! There remains much of the old man in me, and the tongue slips too easily into its old ways. But I know that He is working. I know by the examples of Scripture that the change continues. I know how far I've come, and how far I have yet to travel, and I know that He is faithful to complete what He has begun in me. Oh, how I look forward to that day, Father, when You complete that work and bring me home! What a glorious day, when we all can see the struggle finally completed, the work accomplished, and nothing left but to glory in Your presence!
But there's another thing that's shouting at me from this study. In spite of myself, I find I am really and thoroughly bothered by the seeming injustice. How can it be right and good that some are created for no end but destruction? It was hard enough to accept the wrath of a loving God against Esau. Now, I am presented with a God who creates vessels He Himself despises. And there's no reason offered, nor any avenue of inquiry left available. The answer from on high is "Who dares to question me?" Forgive me, Lord, but You have also said that I am Your friend, and not Your slave because I am given to understand what You are doing. Father, in this I don't understand. I don't ask You to justify Yourself, for how would one justify justice? Paul has turned the question around to "who do you think you are, questioning your maker?" Myself, I find the question turning more to "how can You bear to allow any of us to continue?" The seeming injustice cuts both ways, doesn't it? In fact, this later turn of thought is probably the more accurate assessment. Since it's none of our own doing that we have come to You, it's reasonable to say that all of us were hardened by our very nature. Sure, that leads me to the inevitable "Why did You make us like this?" But that, at least, I feel is answered. You made us like this so that You could display Your great mercy towards those of us You chose to. You made us like this so that we could come to You willingly, rather than simply because we could do no other thing. So, then, the seeming injustice is not so much in the fact that You leave some in their original state, but in the fact that You choose to save some. Ah, but this is also leading into that question of free will. If You made us like this so that we could freely choose to come to You, then how is it that we cannot so choose unless You choose to enable us? How is that will free that depends on Your prior will? God, I confess, I'm perplexed by these things. I know You have answers. I know Your ways and Your thoughts are beyond me to understand. I know You have, in many ways at many times, bent Your thoughts down to a level I can understand, and - although it may seem importunate, I pray that You would do so in this instance. No, my faith in You is not shaken, for my faith in You is not founded on such. But I am perplexed, I am at a loss to know how these things can be. I just want to know more of who You are, Lord, and this seems an integral part of You. Creation - even on my limited basis - is such an expression of self, so Your creation must also be an expression of Your self. Lead me, Father, into such understanding as You are willing to provide. Lead me into contentment with that degree of understanding. I pray that as this study continues, You will somehow bring a clarity to this issue, large as it may be.