New Thoughts (1/17/02-1/18/02)
Quite a ways back in this study, we saw the distinctions between the degrees of knowledge, that there was the knowledge which we perceive, knowledge we gain from experience, and the full, clear and exact discernment that is strong enough to change us. It is this last knowledge that Paul says the Jews lacked. It is that form of knowledge which zeal requires for guidance. Zeal blinded them to the knowledge they so desperately needed, Mr. Henry tells us. Many a man today is in the same situation. I was in that same situation before God brought a change in my heart. I used to consider my actions good. Why did I need a Savior? I was a 'good guy.' I was careful to behave myself, (so I said to myself). I took care to treat others well. The blinders had to be removed, true knowledge had to come. It needed the Holy Spirit speaking direct to my soul for me to see the true situation. What I had convinced myself I did, I did not do so very well in the first place. And had I done ever so much better than I had, yet God was pointing out that even those good acts were done in rebellion. They were done outside of His will, they were done by one who had a total disregard for His sovereignty, and so, in spite of whatever claims could be made, they were in fact acts of evil, deserving of punishment.
Mere perception won't perceive this fact. It looks good, it just isn't. Experience will not teach us this fact. There's no experience to base this truth upon. It takes clear and exact knowledge, a knowledge whose discernment will bring change. And such a discernment cannot come without an outside agent. We need help to gain such knowledge, and only the Holy Spirit has the means and the desire to help us. Even the best of those around us today, even the kindest and most helpful of our coworkers remains in the same situation we once knew. They may be kind, they may do 'good deeds,' but their deeds are tainted by a rejection of the God who made them, a rejection of the evidence He has given them for His existence, a rejection of the means He has provided for them, that they may truly do good deeds.
But there is far more in view here than the pagan condition. It is God's chosen people we are speaking of, not the unreached masses. God is speaking to His own. They had a hunger. They longed and thirsted for righteousness, but that alone wasn't enough. The greatest hunger for God still needs understanding to guide it. Look at the church in our time. So many are hungry to 'see His face.' Oh, how we long to experience His presence. But, how many of these same hungry citizens of His are willing to understand Him, are willing to show themselves diligent to learn His ways? We don't want that anymore. We want the direct feed, the thrill of His presence. We've become infants again, demanding to be fed by spoon, because we don't want to go to the effort to bring the food to our own mouths. Oh, we're hungry enough. We've just grown lazy in our hunger. We'll pursue Him, but on our terms. We reject theology as though it were a foreign religion, yet it is but the study of the God we say we love. Oh, but learning is such dry work, and we're so thirsty! We have returned to the ways we behaved before we knew Him! We continue to reject His ways. He tells us to study and show ourselves approved. We declare ourselves approved and demand that He show Himself! He tells us to seek out the ancient ways, but we're too busy looking for Him to move in some new way. He tells us to test the spirits to see if they speak for Him, but we're too busy saying "amen" to bother. Oh, that we may repent and return to the ways of the Lord!
Look again at the words of Mr. Barnes: "Such zeal is enthusiasm, and often becomes persecuting. Knowledge without zeal becomes cold, abstract, calculating, formal; and may be possessed by devils as well as human beings. It is the union of the two
that constitutes true religion." Zeal without knowledge is mere enthusiasm. It is like the child that wants nothing more than to be a fireman, but hasn't but the vaguest notion as to what being a fireman is all about. Would we allow such a one to help in the event of a fire? It is the very definition of 'sophomore,' one who has a little understanding, but thinks he knows so much more. We find the behavior of such a man foolish and annoying, yet we think God will be pleased when we do the same! I can only be thankful that we have not yet moved on to persecuting, although it's never far from us. "Oh, look at these poor brothers of ours. They simply don't understand what we've learned." Persecution begins with a lessening of the other's stature in our eyes. From the hateful word to the murderous intent is but a step. Why do you think Jesus warned against the word?
Zeal is only acceptable when it is founded on God's truth. The Jews had zeal, but not the foundation. Where do we stand today? Have we worked to make our foundation strong? Are we, like the Bereans, searching the Scriptures to test the things we are told? We have a passion, but is it a passion for His truth, or our own? Zeal without knowledge is nothing but self-righteousness. It may be well disguised, but its true nature is unchanged. The greatest hunger for God, if it not guided by God's truth, is but a cult in the making. It remains a self declared road to righteousness in defiance of the God it seeks. It remains another form of pride. It remains man's righteousness seeking to stand in the place of God's.
"Self-righteousness was the fatal rock on which Israel was split." So the JFB commentary puts it. Self-righteousness is equally fatal to all that pursue it. It is not just for Israel that it was so dangerous. The danger is just as real for us today. If we are not wise and careful to pursue righteousness only by the means God has provided, if we are not wise and careful to pursue God only by the means He has provided, we too will be split upon the rocks. Oh, that we may not make a shipwreck of our faith!
Where then will we find safety? How will we remain secure in Him? Only in subjection to His ways, to His words, to His directions. Look at that word, subjection. From the definition of that word, we see that when we are in subjection, we are placed in orderly fashion under the one we are subject to. What a wonderful thing, to be placed in orderly fashion! We like our houses in order. We like to see our children behaving in an orderly fashion in their schools, and in other public places. Nothing is more annoying to us than to come across an unruly crowd of children at the museum or the movie theatre. We are created in His image. Why should it surprise us that He feels the same way? He offers to train us, that we may be orderly under His direction. He calls us to subject ourselves to Him, to submit to His rightful rule.
Mr. Henry tells us: "In true faith, there is need of a great deal of submission." And in this, he speaks a great truth. Faith requires submission to its object. We say we have faith in God. If this is so, we must, we simply must submit to His ways. If we trust Him, we must trust His directions for us. If we would trust His directions, we must know His directions. And, if we would know His directions, we must read and understand them. Faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the word of God. Clearly, to hear is to know, to know, in this case, is to have read and understood.
In another study I have been doing recently on Ps 131, the point was made that humility is the only cure for pride. In self-righteousness, we have nothing more than pride in another disguise. Pride remains, it seems, the root of our troubles, as ever. Our weapon against pride is humility. In a recent conversation, I heard yet again that advice that suggested we should never pray for patience, since we know the pain it will bring. This time, humility was added to the list. How can we be so foolish! God shows us our great need for patience and humility. He shows us the incredible blessings in store for the one who will attain to these characteristics. He shows us the things that can come about in our character only as patience and humility are developed, but again we prefer to go our own way.
Lord, I've many times during this study offered up the prayer of patience. Eyes wide open, I've asked You to do such things as You must to break this pride in me. I pray it once more, oh God, that You would do as You must to put an end to the pride that is in my heart. I pray that You would do what You must to build in me a storehouse of patience, for I know I am a most impatient man. I pray that You would build in me a heart of compassion, for I know I can be most unsympathetic with the troubles of others. I pray that most dangerous of prayers, oh God, that You would reveal my heart to me, that You would create in me a clean heart. Cut out the disease that hardens me, oh God, and knit into me a flesh that is truly alive in You. In all these things, oh my Lord, I know the process may hurt, must hurt. I recognize that now, and I only add to my request to You that You would help me to recognize it still as You answer.