Paraphrase: (1/17/01)
2 Because of my ministry, I have been unable to visit you;23 but as the work is complete in these regions and I've wanted to visit you for so long 24 as I head for Spain - hoping to see you in passing and be helped upon my way by you. 25 But first, I head to Jerusalem in service to the saints, 26 for Macedonia and Achaia have given joyfully to the needs of the poor saints of Jerusalem. 27 Indeed, they were pleased to be able to repay in some wise their debt to their brothers. For where the Gentiles have had spiritual profit, they are materially indebted to the Jews. 28 So, as soon as I have delivered their gift, adding my witness to the fruit of their belief, I will be underway to Spain via Rome. 29 And I am confident that I will come to you in the fullness of Christ's blessing.
Key Verse: (1/17/01)
15:29 - I know that when I come, it will be with all the blessing of Christ upon me.
New Thoughts (1/18/01)
There are two things that strike me in this portion of study. First is the fact that Paul was able to differentiate between God and Satan opposing his plans. In Ro 1:13, he speaks of having been prevented from reaching Rome so many times, but he clearly understands this to be God's leading, as indicated in the current passage. For the reason he'd never been there was because the Gospel had not yet been spread as far as he was responsible to spread it. We also know Paul was prevented by the Lord from preaching in Asia, for reasons known only to God's counsel, but Paul was clear that this was the Lord's word, and naught else. We know that when Paul first went to Macedonia, it was not his original intent, but was the result of being led by the Lord's Spirit. Yet, in 1Th 2:18, he is equally clear that Satan was the cause for his having failed to reach Thessalonica so many times. Why do I labor this point? Because in our thoroughly modern age, there are two major tendencies amongst Christians. There are those who will blame Satan for every opposition to their will, and those that refuse to see Satan's hand in anything that happens. I'm not sure which is the most insidious error. The former case is so blatantly foolish that it amazes me that any can fall prey to it. But of course, it's one more face of our old enemy pride, for it is simply the statement that anything I will simply must be God's will. Why else would all opposition to me be automatically attributed to Satan? In the end, it reflects a nature that could really care less what God's will is, and wants only its own desires. But the latter error is such a danger to its holder, for it leaves such a one open to so many attacks that needn't be suffered. Who will put on the full armor of God in the belief that there's no battle ahead? Armor is uncomfortable. It's heavy, requiring greater strength from us in the pursuit of our daily activities. In many ways, it restricts our movements. It's best restriction, when it comes to God's armor, is that it requires of us that we check with Him before making a move. When we put on the full armor of God, we cannot so much as take a step in any direction without first seeking the counsel of our commander. Also, the weapons we are to carry keep our hands full. We are not at liberty to pick up the things our fleshly minds are inclined to, when we are properly armored. This is a major inconvenience to the natural man, and our bodies will ever fight against the idea of being so restricted. All the more so, if our spirit is not allowed to inform our flesh of the dangers about us. Flesh that feels safe will not inconvenience itself to protect against nonexistent threats! But Paul knew the dangers were there. Daily, he put on all the protection and weaponry that God had provided him to continue with. Consistently, he checked with his commander in determining when to proceed, and when to hold up. It seems clear that even in the writing of letters, he assured himself first of God's participation in the writing. It would be convenient to think that Paul's confidence came of having abandoned his own will completely, but it's not that simple. He was still a man with a will. He still had his own ideas, and sought to pursue courses he thought right, only to be corrected. But, and I think this to be the key, he was a man of prayer. When he found his way blocked, he knew better than to simply fight first and ask questions later. No! His first step had to have been consultation with his Lord! Wrong road, Lord? OK, I turn. Right road, Lord? Then lead on, and we'll surely fight through! This is the exemplary spirit of the true Christian. Fearless but not foolish, ever the proper soldier, thinking for himself, but always subject to his Lord and Commander.
The other thing that really jumps out at me is the closing verse of this passage. The more so because this letter comes during the third missionary trip. Paul is here contemplating his return to Jerusalem. Before ever he gets there, we know he is well aware of what awaits. Of course, true and earnest soldier of Christ that he is, this knowledge changes nothing in his course of action. What struck me, is that this expression of confidence as to the manner of his personal estate upon reaching Rome comes perhaps, just perhaps, with already a glimpse of what was to come. Isn't it possible, if not even likely, that Paul already suspected what must come of returning to Jerusalem? When first he returned to Jerusalem a Christian, he had had to leave abruptly for fear of Jewish hostilities. Wherever he had brought news of Christ's redemption into the synagogues, he had met violent opposition from amongst the Jews. Surely he had some suspicions that another trip to Jerusalem was likely to bring trials, whether or not he realized the full scope of those trials yet. And yet, here Paul speaks of confidence of the full blessings of Christ upon his arrival in Rome. One could argue that this is a prophetic utterance on Paul's part, a speaking of God through Paul to Paul. I wonder how often this very promise of God came back to Paul's mind as he sat imprisoned, waiting on the whims of Rome's provincial officers to hear him. Never in that time, do we hear of him failing in his zeal to preach the good news to any who could hear him. No sign of discouragement is to be found in the record. Why? Because the confidence expressed here was the reality Paul lived daily. God, I'm so easily discouraged by the events of any given day. I know the things You have spoken to my soul. I know that Your plans and purposes for me have yet to be completed, and I know they are sure. Yet, I lack that absolute confidence that Your servants ought to be possessed of. Father, help me to remember, help me to accept the inconvenience of Your arms and armor each day, help me to take that time to seek You out before I venture forth, instead of after I hit trouble. Teach me, oh Lord, to remain in the center of Your will at all times, to follow the instructions You've clearly provided, to pray early and often, to be in the stillness of Your presence so as to hear Your answers when they come, to fight fearlessly and valiantly at Your command, to rest also at Your command. Help me, God, to imitate the example Paul has set for me.