New Thoughts
How easy it is to slip into those thought-patterns that say we're OK, we're doing all right, we're walking as we should. And yet, God's Word warns us again and again against this very idea - reminding us that saved though we are, our need of salvation never ceases. It's curious to see Clarke look at this section and appear to be saying "see? We must become perfectly pure now!", where everybody else sees proof that such cannot be, and the text itself appears to say the opposite, that if we think we've made it to purity, we lie to ourselves. At this juncture in our church's life, I find this particularly relevant to remember. If there is to be a perfection in this life, it'll be - I suppose - in our dying breath, and no sooner. To me, the idea of perfection connotes the idea that we'll outgrow our need for Christ - which is a horrible thought. While I long for the day when sin's struggles cease, I'd not have it at the cost of my God. I must remain content to lie daily on my need for Him, to find repose only in the assurance of His working in my life. I must continue to daily search myself to seek out the places I've failed, and bring them to Jesus that He might forgive and work the necessary change in me that repeated failure not cause me to wander into darkness. I must remember this. Lord, help me to remember in our daily time together, to search myself as You've commanded - that You may pardon and cleanse me as You've promised. Too often I forget to bring my weakness to You, and just count on You doing Your part anyway. This is not what You've said, but my own weakness showing through. Help me to be strong enough to be honest with myself, Lord - to bring my failures out in the open where You have promised to fix them. Lord, I want to walk with You - free of any fear of reprisals, because I've already brought anything worthy of reprisal to You. I want to hear You whisper in my ear throughout the day, before I slip - warning me away from dangers. I want to hear Your words of love comforting me throughout. I want You.