New Thoughts
Lord, I thank You that You do indeed condition our prayers; that You teach us how to remain within the bounds of Your will. I know, too, that You will cease striving if we simply refuse to listen, and allow us to go on as we please. These last weeks, God, we've laid many things before You, seeking to know the direction you would have us to take with them. Some of these are matters of ministry. Here, I think perhaps we ought simply to let our hearts be our guide, for You have taught us well to let our goods which You gave us be for good. Other matters are pretty clearly matters of desire with hints of needfulness. Oh God, is it simply grumbling on our part? Reveal to us, oh Lord, if we are becoming ungrateful for the manifold blessings You have showered upon us. God, if it's becoming a distraction, I'd rather it were removed. But, if it be Your desire, oh God, give us to know it. Roof, or addition, or stasis? Big or small? Step out with confidence, or hold fast with assurance? God, I trust You. I would that I knew better how to grasp Your answers, but I trust You. God, I know You've heard my heart on other things - and I've seen so many answered. I continue to call to You to help me change; to build in me a heart like Yours. I pray that You would provide for me the grace to be the head of this household, to be the father and husband that You desire. I pray that You would make of me a worker such as You have declared Your children ought to be; proving worthy of their wages. I pray that You would build of me a servant to Yourself, obedient to all You ask of me. That alone would be enough, for in it would You then answer all the rest. I love You, Lord, and I wait upon Your word in answer.