Paraphrase: (5/28/00)
8 Before we start, I'd like to thank God in Christ for the faith that has made you known throughout not just the church, but the world. 9 God, whose gospel concerning His Son I preach, knows that you are always in my prayers, 10 in hope that at last it might be in His will to have me visit you.
Key Verse: (5/28/00)
1:9 - It is God we serve, the gospel we preach, and our brothers we lift in prayer.
New Thoughts (5/29/00)
What statements are made of Paul and the church to which he writes! The church has such faith in Christ Jesus that it has been announced and taught everywhere the name of Christ is known, and - if the broad view of 'world' be taken - even beyond the church. Oh, to have a faith so great that even the unbelievers would know it to be so! And Paul, who is able to claim God, Himself, as witness to his prayer life. Would I be willing to appeal to God as a witness to mine? So long as I could pick the days He witnessed to, maybe. But even then, I'm not sure His testimony would be as sweet as I'd like. Therein is my weakness. Lord, help me to make my prayer life as strong as Paul's was - as strong as my study times have become. God, teach me to pray in the way You long to hear, with the fervency of true faith in Your work. I know You have answered much of what I have prayed through these studies. I know there are many things that appear to be unanswered. If You have answered, and I missed it, help me to see it. If I stepped out of Your will in my asking, forgive me, and show me Your will more clearly, that I may remain in it.
Paul understood so very well, that everything - every plan he had, every breath he took - should only be according to Your will. He had truly come to that place of the bond-servant, gladly serving You in all You asked, never demanding his desires of You, but begging for his heartfelt need - always bearing in mind Your right to overrule. Is my pride yet too strong to allow You that control in me? I know it is, and I beg You to change that in me. God, I know You know the struggles I and my family are going through even now. I know I have been prideful in trying to force the needed change in my strength, and in my image. You know, also, how much it hurts me to see things as they are, how much it goads me to be so powerless to fix it. But, You have declared that Your power is perfected in our powerlessness. You have declared that You will work all things to our good, as we are in Your purpose. Help me, oh God, to remain in Your purpose - to stop trying to direct everything according to my "perfect" plan, and submit myself to Yours. Help me, God, to not be a blind leader, but one led by Your Word, Your Spirit, and Your plan. Mold me and make me, Lord, after Your image, to Your purpose, by Your ways.