New Thoughts (5/23/02-5/24/02)
"Victory demands that the believer act." Thus writes the author of Wycliffe's Commentaries for this passage. Mr. Barnes reminds us that to be inactive is to be dead. It's the same choice that has always been given God's people. (Dt 30:19 - I have shown you life and death, blessing and curse. Now choose. Choose life that you may live.) Here, then, is the crisis of decision. I wrote earlier that we must decide for righteousness now, or fail to decide ever. I truly think that remains true every moment of every day for us.
I've been thinking a lot about the cross, and its place in our beliefs and worship, and more and more I see that the cross was never to be our focus, our goal. We look beyond the cross, for the work on the cross was completed long ago. We look to the throne, and to Him who is seated thereon. The cross remains important to us, but it is not our goal, it is the road that takes us there. It is the path we must walk, as well as the burden we bear on our way.
As our road, the cross is always placing us at a crossroads. Each decision we make, however minor it may seem at the time, is a decision to continue toward the throne room, or to divert to left or right. Each moment brings us that same crisis of decision. Choose now, in this situation, whether you will pursue righteousness and life, or you will pursue the seemingly pragmatic path to death. We cannot escape that choosing. We cannot put off that choosing. There is not a single one of these crossroads that we will be able to return to and try the other way.
As our burden, the cross is as much our protection as our load. Yes, we are to carry our burden, but that burden is our protection, our shade by day. (Ps 121:5-7 - The Lord keeps you. He is your shade. The sun will not smite you in the day, nor the moon at night. He will protect you from evil, and keep your soul.) How light a burden that provides us such protection! It is that burden that protects us. It is that burden that points out to us the places where decision must be made, and which urges us on to the best choice. It is that burden that gently - as gently as possible - guides us back to the road when we have detoured. No, we will not be brought back to the same crossing we departed from, but we will be brought back to the path we should have trod.
This is the acceptable time for our choosing. This is the acceptable time for us to be carrying our burden on the road to righteousness. God has shown us not only the laws that define the ways of righteousness, but He has shown us His Son. He has shown us forgiveness for our failures, and He has shown us power four our victory. The Holy Spirit has come. The time is right for our obedience. The time is right for victory, but victory requires action. If we will not act, if we will not choose the life of obedience, the life of pilgrimage towards home, if we will not rise up and purposefully pursue the life we are called to, we will die. To refuse to choose is choosing in itself, but it is choosing death rather than victory.
When Jesus came, He boldly declared that the acceptable time, the time of the Lord's victory over fleshly willfulness had arrived. The message He declared made clear what had been shrouded in prophetic visions before. Today, that message is more clear, more available for our hearing and studying than ever before. We have broadcasts from solid teachers that we can hear any time, any day. We have sites on the internet that can provide us with more solid material, more deep teachings from the best teachers throughout the history of the church, than we could hope to read in a dozen lifetimes. We have Bibles available on-line, off-line, often in every room, in a variety of translations. If reading is a problem, we have the Bible on cassette. We have been given much, and to whom much is given, much is required. We have been entrusted with a great deal, and that much more is asked of us for that benefit.
Once, we were blind to our failures, we did not know the extent of our sinfulness. Yes, we knew that a lot of our actions were not right, but we considered ourselves good people. We could compare ourselves to the criminals downtown and say we weren't that bad. Frankly, we didn't feel a great deal of need for change. This has changed. The shrouds which cloaked us from our own sight have been torn away. We stand exposed. We stand exposed first to ourselves. We can finally begin to see ourselves as God has been seeing us, and it's an ugly sight. It's a cause for terror when we suddenly realize not only how bad we truly are, but what our evil ways deserve by way of just punishment.
It is painful to look upon our hearts with eyes open. It is painful, but it is very needful. Until we can begin to see ourselves through God's sight, we will never choose life, will not even notice that we've been choosing death all along the way. We have been deceived by the masters of this earthly realm into believing that there was no possible choice but the one we had chosen. But God. God has invaded that kingdom to rescue His own. Just as He often clouded the eyes of His enemies, such that they could not attack His people, He has removed the cloud from our eyes such that we can finally see the danger ahead and turn from our ways to His ways.
He has exposed us to our own view, to our great benefit. He has also exposed us to the view of the world at large. This, He has done for His own glory. His glory is to be made known in our choosing. We do not choose in private, though we often convince ourselves we do. Our lives are far more an open book to those around us than we like to believe. The things we choose, the actions we choose to take, either recommend the Christ we follow to those who know us, or the repulse all who know us from pursuing one who would lead us in the ways we follow.
As often as we seek to hide our poor choices, our bad habits, we cannot. God will not suffer our failures to be hidden. He never has. Every story the Bible tells is told of people much like ourselves. Every one of them had their failures, and every one of them had their failures exposed not just to those who knew them, not just to those who met them, but to every Christian who ever read his Bible, to every non-Christian who ever read the Bible.
Imagine! That same record is being made of your own life. Have no doubt. However we may seek to hide away our failures, God has promised us that every hidden thing, every secretive deed, will be brought to light. He will not suffer His children to pretend to a holiness that they have not truly attained. Yet He does not want us to be afraid to be honest with ourselves. Oh, how He longs for us to reach the place where we can live with nothing to hide.
Oh, how I long for that place, my God. How often I forget that Your eyes are upon me every moment! How often I foolishly try to hide my failures from those I know! But You have promised that those failures will come to light. And what a relief it is when You put an end to secrecy. What a burden You lift from us when You replace our deceptions with Your truth. Oh God! How can I continue to forget this? How, my Lord, can I keep the way of the cross ahead of me, keep Your throne in the center of my vision? God, I ask You, Holy Spirit, I ask You to clear away the foolish arguments my flesh throws up to distract me. I ask that You come not only with Your healing conviction, but with Your victorious power. I ask that You spur this man to action, to take up the armor and the weapons You have provided and fight to win. Be my sun, my pillar of light to mark the way. Be my shield, my pillar of cloud to protect me from the overwhelming heat. Be my Vision and my Guide, my Path upon which my feet may never falter.
Any one of us who has ever tried to satisfy his flesh has doubtless learned the lesson that Calvin speaks. The flesh is insatiable. It is precisely that insatiable hunger of the flesh, and the lengths to which we go to satisfy that hunger that lead us off the paths of righteousness into ways of vice and vicious sin. Even after we are part of His body, we may falter, and seek after some of those satisfactions we once knew. How can we? How can we ask Him to look upon our filthy habits? How can we forget that that is precisely what we do, when we, His children, return to the ways of our past? How can we break free of those habits? How can we "live as candidates for this eternal glory" that God has offered us?
God, we seem so powerless to obey. We seem so powerless to even approach a life worthy of the hope You have placed in us. I thank You, my Lord, that the example of Your word shows that so man save Your Son has ever attained to that goal. Yet, I know that goal before me. I know that it is Your desire, and it pains me that it seems so impossibly far from me to comply. God, You don't call us to things we cannot do, yet You tell us we can do nothing in ourselves. If ever I have seen the truth of this, it is here, in this call to righteousness. God, it is not in me to comply, yet it is compliance I seek. How can I hope to do so, except You come and work in me to follow Your will? How can I hope to be holy in Your sight if You will not continually fill me with the presence of Your Holy Spirit? What hope of glory do I have, except in Your Son?
Oh, God. I call Him Lord. I call Him Christ. I call Him God with us. Teach me, Father, empower me, Lord, to truly let You rule, to rest assured in the salvation You both have brought, and will bring in full when You return. Let this heart, this soul, know You as the anointed One, appointed to rule and save this man. Come, sweet Jesus, I need You. Come in sweetness, and in power, to save this man from his foolish ways.