New Thoughts (9/15/01-9/16/01)
It is in the heart that sin must be addressed. Until it is rooted out of the heart, whether or not it ever takes action, it will still be present, and it will still be sin. This is the understanding that Paul had had to reach. It is the understanding that we need to reach. This is the issue the 10th commandment addresses, the heart's thoughts that lead to later action. The other commandments also have this factor in view, but it is not so plainly seen in them. That is why Jesus found it necessary to clarify the full intent of the Law to those He preached to. It has always been, and always will be, the heart that is at issue. Our actions and our words are no more than expressions of our inner condition. We can pretty them up. We can 'do our best.' But cracks will always appear in our thin coat of self-righteousness, and our true nature will ooze out. All that is hidden will be revealed. In the Law, God seeks to reveal to us the very things we have done our best to hide from ourselves.
We still have a great deal of trouble with self-righteousness (at least, I do.) We continue to think that somehow, we are doing the right things, we are making a difference, we are the answer. Thinking these things, we are sure we are alive, sure we have somehow earned the right to life. Hey! We deserve it, don't we? So long as we continue to choose the standards, we can continue to live up to them. And it feels good to live up to something, and we all would like to feel good about ourselves. But, in the Law, light has entered the room, the true standard has been delivered, and we cannot but see how far from its measure we are. No place is left us in which to hide, and we are forced to face ourselves as we truly are. Compared to His perfection, which is our rule, we cannot but notice how far we have strayed. All that confidence we have built up, every shred of "I'm a pretty good guy," every bit of "at least I'm better than them" is torn away, and we are exposed. No hiding. No avoiding. No denials can remain. The truth is out.
In light of this truth there can be but two reactions. When a man is exposed to the truth about himself, he must either seek the only help that can change him, or resign himself to the life of one condemned. This is how the Gospel is to the world. To those that hear it, and turn to the One it speaks of, there is absolute hope. He, who lived in perfect righteousness, who loved in perfect sacrifice, lives on as our perfect Mediator. He has given the promise of salvation, and He alone is able to deliver us. He alone can break the chains of sin that have bound us. It is He who opened our eyes to see what was truly happening, and it is only He who can do something about it.
But, He does not offer this salvation without demand. He demands obedience to God, just as the Law did. However, He demands full obedience, the obedience of the heart. He comes to us as the sole Authority in our life, and in all too many, that authority continues to breed nothing but resistance. This is the other reaction to the Gospel, that recognition of what has been revealed about us, but refusing to change. Thus, it becomes the shipwreck of our souls to those who will not accept, who willfully continue in their rebellion. How can we continue so? It's in our nature to hunger after power. For men especially, there is a need to feel capable, to feel 'in control' of the situation. We are raised to find our level of power, to seek the higher position, and the Gospel comes with the exact opposite message, telling us to seek the lower position, to lead only in serving others. Oh, how our flesh dislikes this concept! It's alien to us, and for all too many, it continues to seem an impossible and unreasonable demand. So, refusal to submit to our Lord and Savior continues.
Sin, as Mr. Clarke points out, is an enemy seeking our destruction through every means it can find. In our very nature, it finds a fine weapon named pride. In the Law, and in the Gospel, it finds another weapon named authority. When pride and authority collide, there will be rebellion. There is a great need for us to let go our pride, and humble ourselves before God. Until we do so, we are like the bird of Proverbs 7:23, rushing headlong into the snare, not recognizing that we are forfeiting life in doing so. I suppose it must be noted that this is exactly what occurred in the lives of those men involved in the terrorism of this last week. They knew well enough that they would die to this life by their acts, but the remained deluded as to the impact it would have upon their eternal souls. It is useless to pray for the dead. Their opportunity for decision has passed. Over and over this week, I've wondered how many died in this tragedy thinking that they could wait to make their decision. How many died thinking that the decision had already been made against them, and that there was nothing they could do about it anyway? That is the true tragedy. The number of souls that still thought themselves 'good enough,' the number of souls who thought themselves 'beyond redemption.' As I said, it is useless to pray for the dead. Instead, I continue to pray (as has been on my heart throughout this last week) for those who worked to deceive these terrorists, who kept them from recognizing the truth regarding their choices and their souls. May God find it in His heart to forgive even them, to save even them.
We, as God's people, are called to pray for our enemies. We are called to allow God to pursue His own vengeance. We, as God's people, need to recognize that He remains in control. He still sits on His throne. He still pursues and accomplishes His purposes on this earth. Pride is our greatest enemy. We are all guilty of pride. For some, it is pride in our ability to pay our own way. We have learned to trust in our finances. For some, it is pride in our strength. We have learned to trust in our ability to defend ourselves. The sins of this nation cannot be limited to those horrible, evil folks outside the Church. By no means! We, as a nation, have allowed ourselves to fall into idolatry. What else is patriotism, but a lifting of the nation above the Lord? Prior to this week's events, my study for home group was intended to look at Ps 127. That psalm opens with the familiar verse: "Unless the Lord builds the house, they labor in vain who build at all." Oh! How I pray that we, as a nation, will take this verse to heart. How I pray that our President will take this verse to heart. I pray we all would also recall that indeed "Vengeance is Mine, says the Lord." If we, as a nation, are to be victorious against those that have caused this great hurt, we must be absolutely certain that we pursue our course in perfect obedience to the will of God. Otherwise, the war effort we build will indeed be built in vain.
Mr. Barnes points out that in times of revival, there may well be greater rage and cursing than there was when the church was relatively dead in spirit. Abusive and outrageous opposition to God is a certain indication of a man under conviction for his sins. This comes almost as a relief to me. As I was reviewing this section of study in preparation to write, I looked back at the prayer I had offered back when I first came through these verses, and was saddened to recognize that I could not, at that moment, honestly and willingly offer that same prayer. There has been in me a resurgence of things I thought long since dealt with. Sins I'd thought conquered and done away with have come back with a vengeance. There has been an incredible amount of anger and frustration in the house. I discovered that I was not alone in this situation. My wife had also been dealing with her own trials and failures. The veneer is being peeled off. I praise God that He chose to use my daughter to bring me to a place where I had to deal with what was happening. I praise God that He indeed will reveal all that we try so hard to hide from ourselves and from others. I, too, am a longtime practitioner of pride. I have found myself asking why all these things have been resurfacing. It seems clear that there remain deeper issues that must be addressed. The sins I have dealt with have remained surface things, reflections, as it were, of the real issue. I note that throughout the time I have been studying this book (and a good deal of time prior to that) pride has been the overriding issue. Over and over again, as I review last year's notes and thoughts, I am reminded of that issue of pride. We, as a nation, have now been reminded of that issue of pride. I pray that we recognize that pride is the real issue. Pride is the thing that has poisoned every fiber of our being, has colored our view of ourselves, of each other, and of God. It is pride that has caused so many of us to find God unnecessary.
But there is revival in the land. True revival. No, I'm not speaking of those who have suddenly found cause to include God in their patriotism. I'm not speaking of that reaction which simply follows the old adage "there's no atheists in a foxhole." I'm thinking of true, heartfelt turning to God. It's happening. It's happening in the church, where for too long we've fooled ourselves into a complacency of deadly proportions. God's people are finding the light of Christ shining brighter into their souls, revealing the things that we've hidden from our own eyes. He is forcing us to acknowledge the work that remains, to acknowledge the lies we've still been telling ourselves. He is forcing us to remember just exactly how much we depend on Him. Oh, it makes us mad! We thought we were doing fine. We are just like Paul, just like the rich young man. We think we've done all that's required, and it really bugs us to find out we're not even close. It hurts to discover we're not good folks at all. It hurts to discover we haven't come nearly as far as we like to think. We have largely been a church dead in spirit, even in our most charismatic and free churches. Thank You, dear Lord, that You are waking us up. You are showing us those places where we've been fooling around, and fooling ourselves. Remove the blinders from our eyes, dear God! Wash away the scales that keep us from seeing our true need. Shine Your light into every corner of our lives, Lord, our corporate life in the Church, and our "private" lives in the home. Cause Your truth to stand once more as the rule of our lives, and help us, dear God, to turn to You and You alone for the power and ability to conform to that rule. May Your Name be praised throughout heaven and earth in these days! May Your purity shine forth, and bring conviction to all men. May You shed Your mercy upon those that are feeling Your tug, help them, my Father, to set aside their pride and follow You.