New Thoughts (1/12/02-1/14/02)
Pride. It remains the great battle of the human condition to battle this facet of our nature. As I've seen so often before, Scripture has much to say on the subject, that ought to help us to combat the problem. Two such verses have really jumped out at me in this study. The first of these is Paul's questions for the Corinthians in 1Co 4:7. Who thinks you superior? One might ask, who is it that has given you a reason for such an inflated opinion of yourself? Such a one ought to be rebuked for contributing to your delinquency!
What do you have that you did not receive? So he continues. If you are indeed so superior, surely you can produce some great work of yours to show that! But, everything you have to show was either given to you, or produced by means of something that was given to you. No man has ever created from nothing. No man ever will. This is a talent God has reserved for Himself. Yet, we are so proud of our creations. "Look what I did! Look what I made!" I do it all the time. God forgive me! I have done nothing. You have done it all. When will I learn to give You the credit only You deserve?
Why do you boast in these things you have received as though you had not received them, as though they came from you? Here is Paul's final question from that verse. Here is God's question to the proud. Here is God's question to the one He has just moved through. I confess I don't know how to handle these things well. I write down a song that God has placed in my heart. I know it's not my doing, I am just being faithful to put down what He has created in me. I bring that song forth, and there is a parade of folks telling me what a wonderful song it is, how it has blessed them. How to react? A thank you seems appropriate, but is it? Don't thank me, thank God seems so trite, yet is it not the more appropriate reaction? God, give me the grace and the wisdom to react to such things not as seems right to me, but as is right to You.
So many things You have allowed me to accomplish that I had no reason to think myself capable of. You have given me a talent for playing the saxophone, for leading a team of musicians in worship, for sensing the proper songs to bring forth. You have given me the ability to put down these songs You put in my heart, to give them the correct notes and chords, that others can join in the singing. You have given me to be an engineer, in spite of an almost total lack of formal education. And You have so elevated me in that arena that others seek me out for advice and understanding! You have given me the ability to study in ways such as this, to look at both Scripture and the writings of men more educated than I, and to see Your truth in it all. You have given me wisdom to know when to accept a thing as beyond me, and You have given me a spirit within to recognize the reality when I see it. All these things thrill me. All these things give me excuses to boast, yet none of them give me reason to boast of anything but my Lord who gave them to me.
On a day such as this, after the men's breakfast we had yesterday, after my worship leader has spoken of what a blessing the most recent song is, when there may be a saxophone solo that sets people to talking, Lord, on such a day as this, help me to speak what is righteous. The other verse that You have put in Your word; Habakkuk 2:4 - Look at the proud man. His soul is not right. No, but the righteous will live by his faith; this just stabbed me to the quick, my God. Indeed, Your word is sharp to pierce the soul. Oh God, may the words of my lips today show a soul that is fully resting on the faith You give. May the words of my mouth reflect a soul that is seeking only You.
Calvin tells us that as our Savior and Lord, Christ is tasked with eliminating all pride of the flesh as much as He is to comfort the burdened. Indeed, I think to the one who seeks to live by faith, pride is a burden. It is a great burden. When I think back over the few years of this study, when I read through my notes from prior studies, how often do I find record of my crying out over that very pride? How often do I see such a cause for concern in the pride of this flesh I bear? It is a burden that I cannot bear. My heart and soul have cried out to my God to remove that burden so many times, and I know He is at work to do so, for the elimination of pride, as Calvin said, is part of His duties. How can we hope to enter heaven, except pride be removed. How can we think to stand before the throne of Him who hates the haughty eye, except we have been trained to true humility? What possible reason do we, who will come to His kingdom only because of His own efforts, have to be proud? What have we ever done of our own volition that was worthy of such pride? Nothing. Nothing at all can we claim. Nothing good in us ever came of our own doing, but all was given to us. Are we saved? In that, there is no cause for pride. If we boast, let us boast only of that grace which has saved us, which has purchased our redemption from the bonds of sin, which has worked such great change in us that we can love Him whom we so long opposed. Let us boast of a God who loves us so much that He would do these things for a most ungrateful creation! Thank You, my God! Thank You!
Paul, as Calvin writes, focuses his readers on the magnificence of God's grace. This is the reality of our beliefs. God's grace is responsible for all that we are and do. God's grace is responsible for our salvation, for our continued existence, for our friendships and relationships. It is only grace that saved this most unworthy man. It is only grace that allows me to continue, that allows me to serve as part of His kingdom. This is a thought that each of us must keep in mind, and we must keep also another aspect of the issue. Just as we cannot stand before the throne of God on the basis of any merit of our own, so the Church that Christ is building cannot stand on the basis of any human merit. All the effort we are willing to expend on the part of our church programs will, in itself, accomplish nothing. It's not about our effort, it's about our Savior. If our programs are not His programs, then they will fail utterly, and become worse than useless. If our worship is in our own strength, we have done nothing more than had a concert. If our preaching is done in our own strength, we have done nothing more than brought about a pastor appreciation day. It's not about us. It's not about our ideas, our agendas, our egos. It's about our Savior. Either He, in His grace and mercy, will move upon the hearts of those we come in contact with, or they will remain just as lost when we're through with them, whether they join a church or not.
Israel was not lost because they were seeking after the wrong things. Their objectives were sound. They wanted to be righteous. No, the issue was in the methods they sought to use to achieve those objectives. God was showing them the way to righteousness, but they took a wrong turn, and followed their own path. They were so wrapped up in their own programs, their own works, that they rejected the One God had sent, because He didn't fit in to their plans.
Can we not see the danger for ourselves in this? Every church of Christ has its programs and agendas. This is not a bad thing in itself, but we need to be very careful when we attempt to plan God's footsteps. Are we laying out plans as servants of the Most High God? Are we reacting as a servant will to his master? The servant reacts to the least indication from his master as to what he would have done, and then moves with alacrity to accomplish the master's will. If that is how our actions are planned, we do well. Yet, even in the doing of such actions, we need still to have an eye upon the Master, to see if He wishes to adjust our course.
On the other hand, if we are off pursuing our own ideas, we are in great danger. It is dangerous for the sheep to go ahead of the Shepherd. We are far to shortsighted to be in the lead. We are entirely too prone to focusing so intently on our current object that we lose sight of our surroundings. We will cheerfully pursue our plans straight into perdition, if that's where it leads. We are simply that bullheaded. This is what happened to Israel when their Messiah came. Will it be what happens to us when He returns?
The church in our day has exchanged the disciplines of theology, of study, of learning God's word, for the less strenuous path of direct feed. We're no longer satisfied with understanding God, we want the experience. Me, I'd prefer to have the experience of God, the intimate enjoyment of my Lord and Savior, as well. But, I would not neglect every possible road to knowing Him better at the same time. Consider the words of Charles Hodge:
"Error is often a greater obstacle to the salvation of men than carelessness or vice
Let no man think error in doctrine a slight practical evil. No road to perdition has ever been more thronged than that of false doctrine. Error is a shield over the conscience and a bandage over the eyes."
If we have told our converts that all that need be done is to mouth these words, and presto! Salvation is yours! we've done more harm than good. We have not made converts, but victims. If we have told them that the conversion experience is all that matters, we have done them great harm. If we will not put every effort into teaching them the full truth of the Gospel, if we will not establish them in sound doctrine, we have put them in harm's way without so much as a shield. We may as well turn them out into the blizzard without benefit of a coat.
How dare we be so cavalier about knowing Him we claim to love so dearly! Did you cease trying to know your spouse better when once you were married? If you did, then shame on you. If not, then how can you think it acceptable to cease trying to know God, to whom you are betrothed to be married for an eternity? Will you really leave yourself open to believing every slanderous word that may be said about your Beloved? Can you learn nothing from your parents? Adam and Eve both left themselves open. They neglected the words of their Creator, and so, were primed and prepared for an enemy's lie.
God help us. My prayer this morning is that You, oh Lord, would awaken a fresh hunger for understanding in Your people. Help us to cease from our lazy habits, to remain hungry in the face of experiences. Lord, I want Your presence, to know Your nearness, as much as any other believer. I love it when You make Yourself known amidst Your church. Oh, but I remain so hungry to learn, so hungry to know You better. I hunger to explore all that You have revealed about Yourself. How shall I test these fresh revelations when I haven't yet digested what You have long ago revealed? How can we blindly trust every word that comes to us, without a firm foundation in Your word? Father God, I pray that you would make our home group a place for sound teaching, free of fluff and emotionalism. I pray that you would raise up many such home groups amidst our church, where true learning of Your word can and do occur. Help us, oh God, not to be lazy when it comes to knowing You. Help us not to be so caught up in our programs and parties that we neglect You. Help us, oh God, to be balanced, to enjoy Your presence most fully, and to seek Your truth most assiduously.