New Thoughts (7/17/02-7/18/02)
Isaiah 64:7 reads, in effect, "No one calls Your name. No one arouses himself to take hold of You. For You have hidden Your face from us, and delivered us into the power of our own sins." This was God's declaration of the state of Israel in that time. I wonder how different His words might be regarding the so-called Christian nations of the earth today. Even amongst those who claim the title of Christian, there are many who don't even think to call upon the God they claim to believe in and trust. Fewer still are willing to put in the time and effort to really dig in to His word, to really develop intimacy with Him.
Is this the kind of bride anybody would seek? Yet, He tells us He is seeking a bride, a pure and undefiled bride. He longs for intimate relationship with us, but we won't even lift a finger to grasp Him. With that kind of reaction, what surprise would it be for God to look elsewhere for His bride? Who wouldn't be inclined to turn from such a reception?
This is the effect of grace removed. This is man getting what he truly deserves. This is what our cries of "it's not fair" unwittingly seek. They were left to the power of their own sins. How many around us are in that condition today? How many of us are in that condition today? Are they, are we, powerless to stop our sinful actions? It is because we have not called on Him, not really. Oh, we may have offered the token prayer here or there, but we haven't gotten serious yet. We haven't 'agonized in prayer.' We haven't sought out our brothers and sisters to join us in this fervent seeking out of our Father's help.
Certainly, in the nation as a whole, this describes our state. In spite of surges in church attendance after the disaster of last September, things returned all to quickly to the status quo. Church as social club, church as status sign, but not church as life-support. We just don't get it. And again, in many churches, this same view holds true. We have denominations laying claim to Christianity, but accepting belief in whomever or whatever we might like to consider as our god. We have denominations declaring it acceptable for the clergy, let alone the congregation, to walk in direct violation of God's command. How can we be so blind? How can we tread the words of our Father under foot and at the same time seek His blessing? We are like a child refusing to mow the lawn in one breath and asking to borrow the car in the next.
What a different example we find in Paul, and in the other founders of the Church. These were people that knew the power of prayer, and put it to work. These were people that understood what it meant to be a child of God, and lived it. Yet, these were people just like ourselves. They were not demigods, nor angels, but men of flesh and blood. We are no less in a position to live in the truth of our heavenly status today. We can be a people of fervent and effectual prayer. We can walk through our days in the power that is ours as the sons of God. We can call on His name earnestly, and wrestle like Jacob to lay hold of Him until He blesses us. Imagine the difference! Live the difference!
Next, I want to turn once more to Paul and the Jerusalem trip. Many of the commentators have looked at his prayer for deliverance as indicating that he hoped to get through his Jerusalem mission without any danger or violence to himself. Perhaps this is true. Even probably true. However, behind that prayer, we must recognize that Paul was a man of faith. We must see in his prayerful requests much the same as we see in Jesus' prayer in the garden.
Like Jesus, I believe Paul knew in large part what was coming. In Acts 20:23, he speaks of the fact that in every city, the Holy Spirit was warning him of the bonds and afflictions that were awaiting him. It was not just the words of one prophet, but a message that was being delivered to him over and over again, as though God wanted to make certain that he was clear on the situation. I don't doubt that Paul was clear on it. I don't doubt that at least a portion of his thoughts were on a desire to accomplish his mission without these afflictions. No man willingly charges into such dangers joyful over the prospect of imprisonment and possible tortures.
What I think was even higher in Paul's thoughts, though, was his ability, by the grace of God, to survive the circumstances to come, and to survive them in a way that would glorify God. In every circumstance, I truly believe this should be our mindset. We needn't play this self-deceiving game of pretending we're thankful for the afflictions that are coming. We needn't pretend we don't care, that we relish the opportunity to suffer. That's foolishness. It's absolutely acceptable to pray that such things be kept from us. Yet, Thy will be done, my God.
Our greater prayer should be that, if it is needful to go through these circumstances, God will uphold us through the trials in such a way that our perseverance and peace will redound to His glory. This is the deliverance I believe Paul was seeking. "Show Your grace through me, God. Show Your truth through my ability to survive this, my God. In spite of all this opposition, Lord, let Your work be accomplished through me." God had ordained that this offering be sent, to help in uniting His children, to help in breaking down the dividing wall. Paul joins his prayer to God's will. Whatever may come, he prays, let Your work be done.
With this in mind, it seems clear to me that the joy Paul expected to know in coming to Rome was not dependent upon his avoiding all trials in Jerusalem. The joy he expected to know in coming to Rome was in knowing he had completed the assignment the Lord had entrusted to him, that he had in doing so furthered the unity of the Church, whatever his own circumstance might turn out to be. Again, just as Jesus knew as He prayed that the cross was an unavoidable part of His mission, so Paul also knew that the bonds awaiting him in Jerusalem were an unavoidable part of His mission. He may not have known why they were necessary, but the Holy Spirit had made clear that they were.
His faith in God was sufficient to make this acceptable. He knew that God works all things for the good of His workers. He wrote those words. He also lived those words. Whatever might befall him in Jerusalem, he knew he could count on God to work things out for Paul's good and God's glory. This is joy. This is peace. Only in this believing faith, in this living out of God's word, can we find such a confidence in the face of all circumstances.
The Wycliffe commentators note that Paul's arrival in Rome didn't show any signs of being such a joyful occasion. The trip had been most dangerous. He came not as visitor, but as prisoner. Indeed, it seemed as though he had no cause for joy. Yet, I don't doubt but that his arrival in Rome, his time in Rome was indeed a time of joy for him. First and foremost, he still knew the Lord walking with him every step of the way. Secondly, though he could not visit the church in Rome, the church could and did visit him. Further, he saw the gospel spread by his circumstance into the very courts of Caesar. How else would he have known this opportunity? Here was the living proof in his own life that God does indeed work all things for good.
Again, those commentators saw the resulting Roman trip as God overruling certain aspects of Paul's prayer. Perhaps. But then, perhaps not. Perhaps we simply haven't grasped the depth of Paul's commitment. The request to arrive in Rome was certainly granted. He was certainly delivered from the afflictions in Jerusalem. Many times over we see him escaping the death sentence the Jews had in mind for him. We have every reason to believe that the offering was indeed accepted and put to use by the Jerusalem church. And, we have every reason to believe that Paul's time in Rome was filled with joyful occasions, as he saw God's word spread. What, then, was it that God did not grant?
Unlike so many of us today, Paul wisely left the details in the hands of God. He did not attempt to dictate to God how this deliverance should come, how or when he should travel to Rome, what his joy must be found in. No, he left it all to the will of God. As Matthew Henry writes, "All our joy depends upon the will of God." Paul understood this. We need to likewise understand this, to get this into our heart and mind. If we will insist on telling God how to do His job, we will never know the fullness of joy, because we will both see our requests as having been denied, and we will miss the things God has done, and continues to do in response to our prayers. James tells us that all our plans ought to be conditioned by "if the Lord wills." Likewise, I continue to hold that all our prayers ought to be conditioned by, "as the Lord wills."
God 'directs all our ways by His providence.' Knowing this, it is only sensible and right that we would submit not only our plans, but our prayers to His will. In this way, the Lord of peace grants to us peace, abiding peace, in every circumstance we face. (2Th 3:16). Knowing that He will sanctify us entirely (1Th 5:23), we know that all the things He leads us to and through are working towards that purpose, toward our good. In this, there is also great peace for us. If the circumstance is building in us the sanctity that He requires, the holiness by which alone we will be able to see His face, how much easier it is to accept!
For the last two studies, this word 'providence' has been coming up again and again, and I've put it off, because I am so anxious to see through to the end of this long study. However, God in His providence has been bringing me to a time of vacation, a time which must of necessity interrupt this study's schedule. As in years past, this is an opportunity for me to take a spiritual side-trip, as it were. Given the promptings around this word 'providence,' and its particular importance to me, I believe my side-trip for this vacation time will be an exploration of this curious matter of providence, which I expect I will likely insert after this study, as the Lord wills.