Paraphrase: (6/22/00)
9 Well, then, am I suggesting that we are in some way superior? No, indeed. I've already noted that all are convicted as sinful - both Jew and Greek - 10 even as Scripture says, "No one is righteous, not any one; 11 Nobody understands, nobody seeks after God; 12 Every one of them has wandered from the paths of righteousness, all of them together are useless; Not a single one does good." 13 "Their mouth is like a fresh-dug grave awaiting its occupant, With their tongues they speak only lies," "Their words are as the lethal poison of the asp;" 14 "Their mouth is filled with bitterness and cursing" 15 "They are easily moved to bloodshed, 16 all their ways bring destruction and misery, 17 for they have never known the ways of peace." 18 "They have no reverence for God, they do not see His worth."
Key Verse: (6/22/00)
3:12 - This is God's own summary of the message: We have all become useless in following our own wills, not one of us is able to will ourselves to do good.
New Thoughts (6/24/00)
In what ways do I fail to do good? Sometimes, it seems that in every thing I do I fail to do good. Even on those occasions when I do right by another, is there not a selfish motive behind it? There is always that thirst for recognition lurking just behind the action. God help me.
In what ways is my tongue working to deceive both myself and others? Many are the ways. Look at the way it has moved to convince me that I am finally seeking God as I should! Will I ever reach that point? It seems questionable. Certainly, I am doing more to understand my God today than in times past, but still it too often fails to change me. I get too satisfied in the knowing to take action on the knowledge. And how often do I use my words to put up a false front? An image of sad bravado? Oh God, will I ever learn to throw out my masks? After all, the only one I have even minimal success in fooling is myself. Help me, Lord, to become as transparent by choice as I generally discover I am by nature. I long for an end to my own hypocrisy.
What fills my mouth? Too much of my past. I remain quick to anger, quick with the barb, quick to tear down that which dares to oppose me. Pride, Father. Pride fills my mouth and threatens to choke me. Indeed, my mouth can be like a grave, can't it? Only, who is it trying to bury, and who will it succeed in burying. I have been so casually ruthless in the past - not even stopping to think about the effect of my words until it was time to regret them. I used to think I led a charmed life, You remember, don't You? But how much of that charm was just a willingness to do another in to save my own skin? Have I truly left that behind? God, I hope so. But I know too well what I'm capable of when I'm left to myself. You said it's what comes out of the mouth that defiles a man. Lord, will I ever be cleansed of what my mouth continues to pour out of me? Please, God, remove that fount from within me. Replace that poisonous cistern with the pure water of Your Spirit. I'm tired of the me I've created. I want the me You had in mind from the start.
In what ways do my feet move me to misery? As I use them to chase after things that really don't matter all that much. Lord, You've helped me in many ways to remain free of the abusive love of money. You've been working to see that I learn and remember what my real priorities should be. Yet I often go back to chasing the wrong things. I feel I am slowly learning to hear Your voice in my decisions, but always I wonder. Is that the way it's supposed to be, God? A preventative measure to keep me from getting too confident? Lord, continue to guide my steps, as indeed You do. But, please, guide my plans as well that Your will might be mine, too.
Do I truly fear God? I wonder. I wonder at times, if I really understand what it is to fear You, what it is to love You. I want so much to be able to say yes to this one. But, if I truly love You, why is it so hard for me to do what You have asked of Your children? If I truly hold You in utmost awe, how is it that I'm so willing to sin against You? How can I take things so lightly? How dare I come before You this morning in worship? God, I will lean completely on Your own mercy, Your own lovingkindness and grace. I know - especially when I allow myself to look at who I still am - that without Your work in my life I'd be done for. I know that all too often I try to move on in my own strength anyway. All too often, I try to worship You from my strength - when all I have to offer is weakness. Lord, I pray that You would allow Your praises to flow from me today, that You would bring me to a place of true worship, of greater understanding of Your holiness. I pray that somehow, You would be able to find me useful today in bringing a deeper love to my brothers.