Paraphrase: (6/25/00)
19 We realize that the Law is written for those whom it is to rule, so that they will have no room for complaint, and everybody will become knowingly accountable to God. 20 After all, no one will ever be justified in His sight by the works of the Law, for it is through the Law that we come to know sin.
Key Verse: (6/25/00)
3:20 - No work of Law justifies.
New Thoughts (6/25/00)
Indeed. Do we try to justify ourselves by works? It's such a fine line, and the heart may be wickedly deceitful in this area. In my times of study, do I hope somehow to cover my sinfulness? I don't think so, it's just been a hunger within me. In worship, do I try to show myself somehow just before God? No. There, the potential problem is of a different nature. In other works of the ministry - church attendance, parades and tents, dinners and events - are we being busy to show God how busy we are? Or are we truly in it to glorify His name? Here, if anywhere, is where I start to run into trouble. Lord, if any of this is being done to try and make myself somehow acceptable to You, help me to cease from it immediately, and be the more fervent in prayer. For I know that in the work of Your Son lies the only hope I have of being justified in Your sight. I know it, but has it yet changed my being?
And how to be accountable to You? Sure, these times of prayer and study are one way. Yet, they are a way that leaves me sadly free to return to my own foolish ways in such short order. Lord, You've brought before me again the idea of becoming accountable to a few of my brothers, yet that seems to be stymied. Do I look in the wrong place? I don't understand it, for You seemed so clear in directing me to them. Yet nothing seems to be coming of it. I will wait patiently for Your answer, oh God. For I know You care for me. But even more than the brotherly accounting, I need to come to that place, oh God, where I truly remember that I live before Your face daily. I know it, but I need for it to sink deep, oh Lord. I need that life-changing knowledge that You are there beside me all the day long, seeing all that I am and all that I do, longing to guide me if only I'd glance in Your direction rather than putting on the blinders and moving stubbornly along in my own wretched path. Oh God! Bring me to that place! Free me from anger, bitterness, and strife. Help me to truly believe Your Word, when it tells me that such as are angry and bitter shall not enter Your kingdom! Change me, oh God, for to live outside Your kingdom is too much for me. I could not bear to be apart from You through eternity. Bring me to that place where I cannot bear to be apart from You now.
Epignosis - A Brief Intermission (6/26/00-6/27/00)