New Thoughts
Father, forgive me. There are those I've nursed an anger toward. Help me to repent even now. Help me to hold to that repentance even in the temptations that fill each day. Teach me how to love in spite of their nature; to hold out hope for their conversion, rather than focussing on their present state. Let's face it: their state hasn't really concerned me one way or the other. It's my own pride and arrogance that need to be set aside. God, help me. Burn it away. Cleanse me. Change me. God, the message comes again and again. The prayer doesn't change in its essence. I need Your touch. I'll not be satisfied until I've known it; felt the change in myself that Your presence must surely bring. This current condition doesn't cut it, Lord. I cannot continue as I am. I cast myself on Your mercy, I submit myself to Your will. Do what needs doing, Oh Lord, that I may know with the assured knowledge of attested truth that I am - and always will be - Yours and Yours alone.