New Thoughts (4/24/00)
That statement of Matthew Henry's is one I need to recall over and over again as I head this family. When I am blessed by these that surround me, it is my obligation to share it not only with them, but with others. I need also to be applying this to those of our church, noting how they have blessed me and mine. Again, this ought not just be to them personally, but to the church in general, and even outside the church. God, help me to celebrate the good I see in those about me. Help me to become a deliverer of praises rather than a grumbler over shortcomings. I have grown to be way too quick with the cynical shot, or the complaint, and never seem to find the "right time" to speak a good word. I suppose that at root it's something that grew out of self-defense when I was younger, but in the end the cause is not the interesting thing, the cure is. So I come to my Healer, my Physician, and I say Lord, help me to put aside these foolish defenses. They never protected anything, anyway. And now, they just impede my growth; keep me from going into the new places You long to take me to. Tear down these walls, oh God! Too long I've separated myself ever so carefully from anybody and everybody. Too long, the clown has been my defense, the sharp word my offense. Lord, I don't want to be in these false battles anymore. It leaves me without strength for the real battle. Help me to let it all go.