New Thoughts (3/3/01)
I see my thoughts from almost a year ago, wondering what all this study was in preparation for, and still, I have not seen it put to work in any recognizable way. But I have seen the beginnings of movement, being asked to teach at one of the home groups in our church. And in this, I see I am challenged, because learning and teaching are two vastly different things. This section reminds me that if I am to teach well, I must be able to teach in a fashion matched not to my own understanding, but to the level of those I would teach. This is a weakness for me, and I know it. Even in one on one situations, I can find it very difficult to tune myself to the one I am talking to. How then shall I handle this in a situation where many people are listening, and coming from many different backgrounds? Lord, it can only be by Your grace! Oh, but I shall have to lean on You more fully, if I am to put these talents to work for You. Paul recognized that it was grace alone that had made of him a preacher of the gospel, and there is great truth in that recognition. For I see in myself that any success I may have in teaching can only be by Your hand.
There is also a great lesson regarding pride in these verses, as Calvin points out, for Paul displays a recognition we all need to grab hold of: that every member of the body of Christ has something to offer us that will increase our own faith and understanding. He has given us diverse talents, a variety of gifts, but all for one purpose. When we come together, what is to occur, but that each one of us ought to have some bit of wisdom to impart, some psalm to bring forth, some cause for praise to our God. This is church. This is the fellowship of the saints. This is the primary reason we are called not to forsake our assembling together. Because in our assemblies, all are to feel their worth in the economy of God's kingdom, all are to be a source of strength and joy one to another, all are to be so strengthened and encouraged. Yes, there ought to be those connections within the fellowship that we can call upon in our times of greatest need, those brothers special to us, to whom we can bare our souls, and pour out our worst doubts. But we must, I must learn to crush my pride beneath the recognition of what God does through every one of my brothers.
Father, I pray for this morning's men's breakfast, that You would bring forth wisdom from the least of those who come, that You would make of this breakfast a time such as You have declared our fellowships ought to be, with every man there having his part to add, to the edification of us all.