New Thoughts (3/30/01)
As I worked through the commentaries on this passage, I was struck again and again by how well the descriptions of the fallen state of the world in Paul's day described the fallen state of the world in our day. Look back at the quote from Seneca that Barnes provided. This was the degraded state that Rome had fallen to, the greatest nation and earthly power of its day having descended into the depths of such depravity, as they wandered farther and farther from truth. And yet, the passage accurately describes America today. Around the country, the most immoral acts are being legalized and promoted. No shame remains to those who would kill their inconvenient children, abandon their parents, abandon themselves to acts that cannot but bring death. God promised punishment would come upon those who insisted on this path, and so it has. Death reigns freely amongst the practitioners of these depravities, and yet they insist on proceeding. Our nation, too, has become an inventor of evils. No longer shocked by sexual sins amongst adults, children are sought out. No longer concerned with the murder of the unborn and the aged, it requires the spreading of that culture of death into our youth to shock us. And how long before even that ceases to make an impression? What next? Jesus! How can we look upon this situation, how can we hear these charges, see our nation, know Your just demand for death upon those who do so, and not cry out to You to save? Oh Lord! What lies ahead for these ones? What lay ahead for me before You so graciously brought me to my senses? God! I cry out for this land, that You would send forth in power to defeat the Prince of the darkness that has so blinded this nation! Oh, that a nation begun in such promise has sunk to such a level. I know, many of the wise of this age try to declare that You were not involved in our founding, that those who established this nation cared nothing for You, but this is just a repeating of the foolishness of wisdom. Once more, the ways of 'a mind that removes God from its knowledge' are made evident. Father, save them from themselves, that they might live and not die. As Moses prayed for Israel, I cry out to You now to turn Your anger from this people, and rather show them mercy. In Your mercy, oh God, remove the blindness that blights this nation, and lift us back up as a light for Your kingdom. Remind us, oh Lord, that You are Lord, that You alone are King, and those who sit in places of earthly power are yet ruled by Your will.
But, lest I lose sight of the whole truth, I am forced to recognize myself once more in the sins decried. For that list suffices to cover all in their conviction. We have all, as sinners, gone astray. We have all, in one form or another, shown ourselves to hate You and Your government, for we have refused to abide by Your laws. God, when I consider how far from Truth I had wandered, the depths I had sunk myself into. And yet, You showed me mercy. You opened my eyes to see where I was, and You continue to show me today those things that still hold me back from being the image of Your Son. How can I cease from thanking You for the Holy Spirit within, the gift of true wisdom that You have given me? How can I thank You enough for bringing me the hope of life - real life, eternal life - in spite of all I had done against You? Lord, it's too wonderful. It's to amazing. How is it that I can still have such pride in the face of this? How can I have any regard left for me, knowing where me would have taken me; knowing that apart from You I would have sunk even lower than I had.
There are any number of things in this section that I long to remember, but will doubtless forget if it be that You don't bring the to remembrance. Keep me in memory, Jesus, that in every sin I declare against You. Keep me in memory, Jesus, of the dangers inherent in a knowledge that excludes You. Keep me in memory, Jesus, of those things in me that still need Your deliverance. Therein is the great curative for pride. It's easy to look at the much worse state of others, and excuse ourselves; but help me, oh Lord, to see me through Your eyes, both to the bad - that it might be corrected by Your loving hand, and to the good - that You do indeed bring forgiveness of sins, that You have once for all paid the penalty, that I might know Your love, Your ways, Your life. Remind me, dear Lord, to lift Your name in glory and honor wherever I may hear it brought low. Keep my tongue, oh God, from such uncleanness as would bring disgrace to You, and would promote disrespect of You. I know myself well enough, Lord, to know this is still an ever present weakness in me. Bring healing, my Healer. Bring truth, my Word. Be glorified in me by the working of Your hand. Amen.